Pain

Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear.All alone I feel.I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes.Another day of confusion,A day of wondering.Is it ever just going to go away?All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay?Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night.What is it that causes this feeling?Another night of crying,A night of hiding, Alone once again.My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear.Another day wasted on insecurity,A day of wonder.Is this ever going to end?